u know how it feels when u giv all ur best in doing something but it just didnt work out?
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lets start with sunday, 21st march. i spent d whole nite doing research, reading journals, completing my fyp progres report. it feels like hell. yeah its my fault for wasting time during d mid sem break. but isnt a break means taking a break from things like fyp?
monday, 22nd march. fyp still in progress. yeah, its 'progress report' wataya expect? got clas 10am-2pm. continue with my report. submitted at 3.30pm. got seminar slides to b submitted via email to dr mokhtar. working on d slides n submitted at 2am. do some other research, preparing nk ngadap dr azmi & dr ridzuan on wednesday. slept at 4.30am.
tuesday, 23rd march. yes. woke up early with severe headache. ae clas at 9, no go. hav an appointment with dr mokhtar at 11 regarding d slides. om clas at 12 also no go. studying om while waiting for dr hussein at ecm clas. continue studying till 3.30. got some sleep till 5.30. om test at 6. tiru2 kiri kanan dpn blkg, done. continue research at nite, alter my seminar slides, slept at 1am. set alarm at 3am but it seems like im in autopilot mode. i dont remember when exactly did i turn of d alarm.
wednesday, 24th march. another morning with headache. telan 2 bijik panadol. i cant afford to hav headache on my presentation day. my presentation is ok. but theres still things to do. slept at late noon till late evening. d headache is still there. woke up when baby ask me to go diner with aina n her. i wana hav myself relaxed so i didnt do anything. got ecm test on friday but dr gilani said dat it would b an open book test. cant sleep. idung tersumbat, sakit tekak, sakit badan, sakit kepala, etc.
thursday, 25th march. hell yeah~ ae clas no go. went to ipoh n got d news: ecm test will b a closed book test. got lab 8-12, test at 3. babi. struggle2 study2 till 1.30am. xlrt. tido.
friday, 26th march. finaly. its d las day of my fcuked up week. exhausted. woke up early for lab. tp lab xley bukak. reschedule on 9th april. okok. at least i got some time to study. then THE test. xbole jwb. study cm gile tp xbole jwb.
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sigh~ i had always bn strong but today i was broken by a stupid test.
*kutip smula d broken pieces*
tagged: my beloved rumet. sian dia. nk story? tnya dia.
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