WTF Brain?

i am currently in a search and rescue team for a horrible accident. 

a bus hit a side of a bridge.

below the bridge is a weird looking small river.

all that was in the bus are dead.

and one of the victims in the bus was thrown out of the bus into the river.

and we were looking for the body of the thrown-out victim.

it was dark and even though it is only right after noon.

kinda like... storm is coming.

i was holding a big transparent plastic bag for my colleague to gather the remains of the body.

i was also wearing proper PPE, of course.

one of the SAR team found the torso with lower body and right leg still attached together.

the piece was put in the plastic bag i was holding.

the water from the piece splashed on my face when it gets into the plastic bag.

and the smell was oh my God~

and then the right arm was found and also placed in the plastic bag.

and another splash was going into my eyes so i closed my eyes and i opened it and it was bright.

the lamp.

up above me.

on the ceiling.

and i peeked at an astro decoder.

it is 3.38am.

lets go pee and head back to bed couch.

...

yeah, i am too far away from being in an SAR team.

it was just a dream.

a w-t-f-brain? dream.

but... like... seriously...

wtf brain?

by the way, it isnt what it seems. 

wtf means World Taekwondo Federation?

like... my brain was kicking my my mind in the ass...

or...

something like that...

ok bye.

well where did dreams come from anyway? does it really come from the brain? 

ok stop.

bye.

MH370

source

SATURDAY (15 March 2014)

Search narrows to two air corridors as Malaysian Prime Minister Najib Razak confirms plane kept flying after it "vanished". Officials also confirm the jet's disappearance was a "deliberate act".

FRIDAY (14 March 2014)

Investigators are increasingly certain the jet turned back across the Malay Peninsula after losing communication.

International search expands westwards towards Indian Ocean.

THURSDAY (13 March 2014)

Malaysian military confirms spotting an unidentified aircraft on its radar about 1 hour and 20 minutes after MH370's signal went cold. Airline says it has not been determined if that was the missing jet.

Malaysian authorities vow to banish witch doctor if he again carries out a ritual at the country's main airport after the scene draws ridicule around the world.

WEDNESDAY (12 March 2014)

Beijing slams Malaysia's "pretty chaotic" and conflicting information as Kuala Lumpur officials fail to pinpoint the plane's last known whereabouts.

Malaysian media report the government has invited a witch doctor to help look for the plane by using a magic carpet, two coconuts and a wooden stick.

TUESDAY (11 March 2014)

Two senior Malaysian military officials say missing jet flew for an hour off its flight course and at a lower altitude after disappearing from civil aviation radar, partly explaining why Malaysia expanded search area to include Strait of Malacca two days earlier.

3pm: Malaysian police say one of two passengers using a stolen passport is an Iranian teenager, and release photos of both. 

MONDAY (10 March 2014)

The largest rescue flotilla in Chinese naval history - four warships and five civilian and commercial vessels - speeds overnight to waters between Malaysia and Vietnam. Ten Chinese satellites join the hunt

Night: Airline announces it will give 31,000 yuan (HK$39,200) to relatives of each passenger as a special condolence payment

SUNDAY (9 March 2014)

2am: Airline says it last heard from MH370 at 1.30am, not 2.40am.

2.43am: Airline chief executive makes first public statement.

Noon: Hong Kong Immigration Department confirms 45-year-old local woman was on board.

SATURDAY (8 March 2014)

7.24am: Malaysia Airlines confirms a jet lost contact with Subang air traffic control at 2.40am after it took off from Kuala Lumpur.

10.30am: Families waiting at Beijing airport are told passengers will not arrive.

By night: International rescue effort is under way. Two passengers used passports - one Austrian, one Italian - reported stolen in Thailand. Airline does not rule out terrorism.

FRIDAY (7 March 2014)

Coincident?

Company Trip: I am leaving to Japan end of this year

i am me.

i was sleeping on my left side, facing a glass door of a house and my head on someone's lap.

then suddenly that someone said,"your taxi is here."

i woke up and pack my things, made sure that i have my passport, flight ticket, phone and wallet.

i got on to the taxi and went off somewhere and opened my eyes.

it is 7.50am.

...

i never had any nice dreams lately.

i cant wait to go to Japan at the end of this year.

2 Weeks Vacation

my name is Fariz Omar(?). i am a poet(?). on one fine dinner for something or somewhat, held at some hotel, i was kissed by a bald, distended, old Caucasian man named Thomas Edward(?). then i ran into a forest. in the forest i met a group of hikers. they invited me to go hiking together. i agreed and followed them. when we were on our way to somewhere meant to be the hikers' destination, we arrived at a meadow and i blew a whistle(?). soon as the sound of the whistle gone, a gang of wolves appeared from the other side of the meadow. among the wolves, there was a human. yes, i know him. he is Saitou Hajime of the Shinsengumi, Rurouni Kenshin edition (WTH?). Saitou Hajime chased Us the Hikers. we ran up a hill which Saitou and the wolves cant reach us. there was a one-stall-toilet up the hill. one of Us the Hikers would like to do business but there was a dead cat inside the toilet. so We split up some tasks = set up camp site, preparing the equipment and ingredients to cook, looking for firewood and cleaning the toilet(!!!). yes, i got the task of cleaning the toilet. when it is all done, i wrote a poem; and wrote together my initial at the end of the poem. - Fariz Omar.

that...

was a terrifying dream i had; that i woke up at 4am, September 28, 2013, sweating all over.

and somehow my neck brace and my 'elysium suit' came off.

i have got to admit that i am kind of traumatized by:

1. being kissed.

2. being chased by Saitou Hajime and the wolves.

3. being assigned to clean the toilet with the dead cat in it.

that i was awake for more than 24 hours since i woke up from that horrible dream.

it was far more frightening than the dream i had of dead bodies.

but i do get some sleep in the afternoon today.

why do i need a neck brace and an 'elysium suit' you may ask.

well, on my last entry i mentioned about a journey to Lata Hammer and Terengganu.

i will tell you the story of Lata Hammer later. it was a very good camping experience by the way.

why do i need a neck brace and an 'elysium suit'?

i had an accident the day after i came back from Lata Hammer, on my way to Terengganu with Sales Manager, Bald Guy and this other guy.

i was the one driving. i hit the car in front of me and another car hit me from behind. i hurt my neck.

i swear that...

it hurts like hell a few hours later after the accident and was sent to a clinic near Awana. the doctor there advised me to be sent to back to KL to get my treatment there as it is going to become more serious if it is not being treated immediately.

the reason why i am needed to be sent to KL is that it would be easier because it is nearer to my family.

so on Tuesday morning, September 17th, i was sent back to KL (Subang Airport) from Terengganu (Kerteh Airport).

at Subang Airport, Equipment Manager was waiting for me there and ready to send me to Sunway Medical Center.

i had my first scary ride on a wheel chair because my body condition worsen for waiting too long for the Spine Specialist.

i was admitted to the medical center on the same day until Friday afternoon, September 20th.

this particular medical center's service sucks. so my advice is to look for other medical centers or hospitals.

i am on medical leave until this coming Tuesday, October 1st; and i have an appointment with the Spine Specialist on the same day.

so i am currently staying at home at Putrajaya and am spending my time creating itinerary for our Korea Trip, reading and watching TV.

apart from the neck pain, i am also suffering from nightmares (cant remember most of them) and book online manga hangover.

a lot has happened; and now that it is coming to October; some other thing will happen. 頑張ります!

Dead Bodies

my dream last night; 

it was far more horrid than the picture above.

i was in a company trip.

all of us were queuing to go to a certain place;

which we need to cross a stream.

there was only remains of a bridge;

and there was no other way to cross.

the stream is black & sticky;

and it is full of dead bodies.

the tour guide said to us

"as a courage test we shall have all of you to immerse yourself in this stream."

one of my colleague in front of me successfully cross over the stream

barely hanging on the tour guide and stepping on the unstable floating bridge debris

without having to pass the courage test

because she was crying out of fear.

when it is my turn,

i was not scared; 

but i am also not willing to have myself to swim among the dead bodies.

i tried to reach to the tour guide's hand.

he grabbed me; not only my hand;

but my jaw as well.

then he threw me in the stream while still holding my jaw with both hands.

i felt lucky that i had the time to hold in my breath.

but still there is some of the sticky & black stream water came in my mouth.

then the tour guide let me go.

i struggled to get my face off the stream; and...

i am awake.

...

what does this stupid dream mean?

source #1

standing amid the dead: the dreamer is surrounded by hypocrites.

lying among the dead: the dreamer will die as a heretic OR will travel and never come back

mixing with or touching the dead: harm will befall the dreamer on the part of thick-skinned and evil persons

source #2

positively, a dead body may represent negative aspects of your personality or negative situations that have been successfully confronted.

negatively, a mistake or failure may have spoiled an area of your life.

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