Expectations ~ 2

5 June '13

i went to a specialist mobile broadband company. 

they requested for a full english class, and no other language is allowed as there will be a foreigner in the class.

honestly, i might be kind of good at writing but i am not really fluent in speaking english.

in my team, i guess that i am one of the few with good proficiency in spoken english. 

when the participants are done with their course registration form, i take a look at their positions.

logistic manager.

project manager.

project delivery manager.

principal consultant.

senior engineer.

solution engineer.

CFO's secretary.

procurement manager.

manager, manager, manager.

sigh~

later i asked my colleague who will be the ones going to the oil company at Terengganu for 3 days (again) next week. 

he told me that our coordinator have already called our malay colleague last time to go; and there are no others who are already familiar with the flow for that particular company except for us.

so the possibility for us to go is too dayumm high.

6 June '13

when i get back from the braodband company, my room mate told me that the schedule for next week is out. i guess i was on my way back to office by then. so i asked "where am i going?"

she said "terengganu."

7 June '13

just now, my chinese colleague, with whom i am going to Terengganu said: "you might need to learn all the topics, because maybe next time, it might be only us two and another new person."

...

i dont know if i am feeling happy to be selected to go to these kind of high profiled company to teach

or

i am feeling stressed by all these expectations.

well i will just let it be for a while.

concentrate all other work and think of the fun of going to Kedondong Falls tomorrow.