How Are You?

it has been 4 years since we didnt see each other.

i suddenly think of you last night.

of what we were;

of that i didnt give you enough chances.

once again, 

yes, 

i was young & stupid.

i am a moron since like forever.

i didnt know what you were trying to tell.

now i feel sorry for you.

i really wish that i could have just ask you directly "how are you?"

it is not like i am telling you that i want to give other chances for us.

i just feel bad for what i have done.

but yeah, i am that kind of person.

i am sorry.

forgive me?