Maybe

i have been thinking that i should change the header of my blog because i started over as Takashi.

but i dont know...

i cant think of another header...

and its hurting me from inside out...

and i feel like crying so much...

i wanted to scream and reach out to somebody but no one was there for me...

well dont worry about it my mind is just kinda messed up these days.

i do have the reason why and i do have the plan but it is just not working yet so i think i will tell you what happened after it is all over.

maybe...

maybe not...

maybe never...

hey i have written this before!

it was on Nov 2011 which i said that on Nov 2012 i might be summarizing what happens in the year 2012 but i didnt!